Mixed emotions

I'm having mixed emotions,
I'm just so confused,
my love for both of you is greater than the ocean,
you guys are being misused,
it's not fair what i am doing to you two,
thoughts are all running through my head,
but now i know there is something i got to do,
laying here in my bed,
i am going to pick one of you guys,
i don't want to hurt none of you,
but I'm tired of all my lies,
i hope this is the right thing to do,
i would never want you guys to be hurt,
I'm so scared,
its just when I'm around you two i love to flirt,
i know whoever i don't pick, hearts will be teared,
one makes me laugh,
the other makes my heart beat fast,
I'm so lucky you two i have,
my love for the both of you will always last,
I'm having mixed emotions,
but now I'm going to choose,
i hope this doesn't turn out to a big commotion,
and i hope i don't lose