Miscarriage

Ive been stabbed
Through heart where child was growing

A plague of secret love
Delivers the child
The blood child

Miscarriage
Again.

Each time the blood comes I remember
Remember the entity
Once growing inside

And now the child is forever there
In my stomach
Though its all in my head

I love child
Love the love child
That now only remains through love

Im thankful that this place has love
And can support my nothing child
And I.

Thankful that you stand
In blood
Through ashes

Silhouetted in the flames
Ardent flickers of pride

Im blessed that you remain
Though I cheated you
I cheated deaths and child
And God.

Im no longer in the sane realm
Of this world
The world where you remain
Beside the shell I have become.

Your love keeps me alive
Though its breaking you

But I cant fix it.
When I have my child
My child will fix it.

Touch my stomach.
Feel him kick.