I hate you but I love you

I've had my doubts,I know
but I swear it will be different this time.
I took it all for granted and that's why we fell apart,
not because I didn't love you anymore.
I guess you just don't want to believe it.

I love you,
I miss you
and I know you feel the same way about me.So tell me
Why is it so damn hard for you to take me back?
We were so happy together.
Remember all those times we've had fun together and laughed until our cheeks got sore.
Now those moments aren't more than memories.
But being friends isn't enough if you know for sure
he's that boy who gives you that magical feeling.

I wish I could go back in time goddamned.