So Scared

I lay in bed at night dreaming of how life would be if you belonged to me.

I imagine us out in the park holding hands, and feeling so happy because i know your my girl and im your man.

But when i scroll through my phone and see your name millions upon millions of things run through my brain.

what to say.
How to say it.
will you see me differently.
would i be that guy in your phone named dont pick up because your tired of me.

So scared little me i close my phone and inside i beat myself up because i know im wrong.

So scared of rejection, you not feeling the same way. I love you so much but what should i say?

So scared of seeing you happy with someone else knowing that i could love you more than god himself.

So back to my dreams of us in the park, still feeling scared of you breaking my heart.