If I

If I had never met you then I would not be with you now. I would have not experienced all the things I did while I was with you or felt the way I did while being with you.

If I had not done that horrible thing to you then we wouldn't be like we are now. It hurt us but it also helped us in many ways. But I would take it back if I could.

If I didn't break your heart then I don't think I would love you this much as I do now. But if I didn't break your heart then you might have treated me better then you do now.

If I don't treat you the way you want to be treated then I am sorry but I can only do so much. I will try my hardest to treat you the way you want to be treated.

If I act like I am avoiding you, or if I act like I don't tell you anything anymore, or if I act like I spend more time with my friends or your friends, I don't mean to and I am really sorry.

If I do anything to hurt you or something of the sort, I am sorry for what I did to hurt you. But you need to know that you hurt me so much too. And most of the time you don't even know it, you just go on yelling at me and getting mad at me like it doesn't affect me. But I am sorry for that too.

If I never get a promise ring or anything like that it will be fine with me, even though I may act like I am mad or very upset which I might, but it won't bother me because I know you still love me.

If I ever marry you I want it to be perfect. I want to be married at the beach while the sun is setting and there is not a cloud in site. But just being with you and to marry you would be more than I could ask for.

If I would to have kids with you I would know that they are in good hands and that they will be well disciplined. I know that you would be a good father by the way you take care of your siblings.

If I were to live a life without chance or without adventure or without doubt then what kind of life would that be. It would be too easy and very dull and boring. Everyone needs something to get mad about or even make up for that is what relationships are about.

If I were to say that I need you in my life for all time would you turn away or would you say that you need me too. And would you promise to love me for whom I am and love every little flaw about me and stay by my side through thick and thin.