When every day seems and is exactly the same
same dispute, same stupid things that we've said
love leaves, it's left, pairing stress with your name
i know you forgive me, but forgiveness is out of my head
i don't know, don't know what else i can do
besides let this thought go, displacing emotion
so sick of not knowing when, if ever, i'll lose you
and lately i've felt suffocated, trapped by your devotion
i believe i can see the future, i know pain lies ahead
these bad memories we've made are starting to haunt
i'm sorry, but where you're pointed, i will not tread
you want something different, it's not what i want
i think we had a purpose once--we've lost our regime
there is no love here, every day is exactly the same
i'm ready to find myself, step aside from this dream
what were we thinking? moping around, placing blame...
you know i never meant to hurt you, at least i hope you do
and as much as it hurt me, i tried to change, i tried to stay
i guess i gave up a long time ago, exactly when i don't know
now it's time to end this, though i wish there was some other way
you'll fill the gap without me, i don't think i am the one
if you need me, i'll still be around, just not like i once was
i'm over pretending that things will get better--i'm done
the future might hold something, no one knows if it does
