Just thoughts

Im deep in thought
as i sit at my desk
the thoughts of u strumming
the chords in my head

i wanna believe
that this is for real
that i'll get to see you
just not in my dream

i say the wrong things
this i knows true
just thoughts i believe
you can answer them to

my eyes like fireworks
glazed with emotion
you never understand
when i take stupid motions

but this will all change
for now i know
im a lost little puppy
needing to grow

theres just one thing
that i need u to know
i will make you so happy
and i'll love u much more