Missing you

After the months of desire,
The battles I overcame,
Finally that night
I got what I can't name.

Then came more desire,
Demons I couldn't fight,
I lost you forever
And I swear it wasn't right.

The desire hasn't gone
And I swear it never will
I wish we could live as one
But can we climb that hill?

I cannot say its love
Nor can I say its not
If I just knew how you were
It would ease the pain a lot.