I Can't Let Go

I lay here alone
On my bedroom floor
Thinking about things
That I've never thought about before

I lay here thinking of him
A tear escapes my eye
I ask myself silently
Is this all a lie

Did I give my heart out
Just to watch it break again
Or did I give it up to someone
Who will truly help it mend

I begin to sit up
As all the tears fall
I get on my knees and hands
I begin to crawl

Again the questions come
Does he really love me so?
Or is he playing with my mind?
Should I let him go?

I begin to shake
As my heart starts to break
I start to cry
Wishing I could die

Why does this happen
Why can't love last
In my life...
Its goes away so fast

He doesn't love me
And I just know its true
But I can't let him go
...Kyle...I love you...