A sad cholo

This cholo cried his heart has died
a girl he once had left him feeling sad
at night he looks up at the sky
tries to hide his sadness by getting high
he puts his gun to his head thinking
he was better off dead
he puts in the trigger the bullets cut through
like a knife,he lays in puddle of blood
he has taken his life
he wrote a note and put it in his hand,telling
her he thought he was her only man
i saw the the note and took this quote
this is what i read:
This blood i shed is from a bullet to the head
over and over i cried and cried
with ma all our memories have died,our love
i tried to save it but it didn't happen
so i take them with me to the grave.