Why always me

Why I to bear the pain
Why I to work hard for other
Why I to listen all harsh words
Why i
OK
I got it
May be God loved me that why he testing me

Why I have to smile with other
Why I to kill my feeling
Why I to hide my emotion
Why I to live alone with out my love
Why i

It b/c I am innocent
I am fool. I have no heart no feeling nothing at all
No way
I have heart that beat normally plz
Let me live