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I've waited for so long
To feel that intensity
Of the love we once had
To settle deep in me

Everything has been so hazy
So cloudy from the truth
I began to loose my way
Began to loose sight of you

I was so wrapped up
In what you'd done wrong
Not seeing the damage
A breakdown prolonged

So many times
I'd sat and wandered why
Why we had come to this
Full of deceit and lies

But when I read what you'd said
It had opened up my eyes
It wasn't just me feeling pain
For you too had tried

I want to say I love you
No other will compare
No one will ever have
What we have both shared

We've been through so much
Both smiled and frowned
And you'd lift me up
Whenever I was down

I'm so sorry I haven't been there
To help you with everything
I'm sorry I wasn't there
When you may have needed me

I promised you I'd always be there
A promise I have broken
For I have been so selfish
A bendy road I'd chosen

I want to make it right
Make right what I've done wrong
And I want you to do the same
So we can sing our love song

We've both done silly things
None we can be proud of
You've hurt me as I've hurt you
Yet we are still in love

When I read what you had wrote
I saw what was going on
I saw the crippling damage
That had been going on for so long

I was too busy hating you
For not coming back to me
Not realizing what was going on
What your eyes would often see

I've turned into something unfamiliar
Not the same as before
Hate and loneliness
Often came to my door

I want to feel you again
I don't want to hide anymore
I want to look into your eyes
And see what I saw before

I know there is so much
That we need to work on
So please come back to me
Before it's all gone

I want to be there for you
Shield you from all the pain
Help you fight your demons
Let happiness be gained

We are so lucky
To have each others arms
To shield each other
From any potential harm

God, do you remember
How strong we use to be?
Nothing could brake us
It was always you and me

I don't want you to go
I surrender on my knees
Lock me up, torture me
For I will never leave

You are more important to me
Than my life in itself
Bare deep into my soul
And take all for yourself

I lay it out to you
For now I will not run
I turn to look you in the eyes
And beg for this love to come

Don't turn your back on me
Even if it's hard
Open up to me
And take down your guard

No more will we loose way
Let's face all this together
Let's be strong again some day
Through nice and rainy weather

I love you so much
Don't ever think otherwise
Still through all the pain
And all the stormy lies

A kiss as sweet as yours
I never will forget
I won't hate you anymore
You, I don't regret.

Love me like you once did
And I will do the same
And we will be as happy
Together all the way