This really hits me hard, my on/off bf is exactly like you wrote.

WOWWWWWWW Its like you could read my
mind the last two parts are like right out of my head. I keep doing the same thing and
I can't understand why she still there week after week is it love or habit I don't know
anymore. I JUST DON'T KNOW. Your
AWESOME poem blew away. I can't wait
to read others from you. cy