Hush my love and close your eyes

-This poem was written for this boy that i am so much in love with. I will never get to be with him,but it's for him,and my feelings for him will never change.-

When you look
look at me
all you see is what i want to be
but now we are at this point once again
hush my love and close your eyes
i can't stand your lies
i ask you , " are you happy with life"
"oh yes my love of chose"
but how come i was told different
not even me not even someone you long to love for
you told the truth " oh I'm to emotion and i can't hurt my billy"
why did you tell my friend
why not me .
I'll always be there in the end
i kiss your soft gentle lips
and you opened your eyes
why do i rap my legs and arms around a guy
and guy that tells me lies
lies what don't have to do of breaking my heart so much
just the lies that i have to know that you are unhappy with life
i love you baby
even if you don't know it
i keep my mind and my actions on the down low
so what happen before
wouldn't be once more
hush my love and close your eyes
image what life would be like
of you told me what was up in your head .
what you want and long life for to be dead
i love you boy
i wish i can whisper in your ear
but the sad part is we aren't quite there yet
i want you to know
I'm here for ever in a day
and my heart is dedicated to you all the way .
your my sun
the one and only to brighten up my day
and the light that shines from the moon light
that glows like our crazy minds
you asked me the one question i love to tell to a boy
"what is your perfect date"
i smile a giggle and know you think I'm crazy but i reply
" take me out to a fancy pantys place like subway, and then head but to your place . set on your bed and eat like the funny fools we are and watch TV"
babe you have to know this .
my life is your lies made i to beautiful wine
so hush my love and close your eyes
and we can just lye on the beach and sleep