The heart burn

My heart has felt so much pain its hard for me to deal. The man I loved no longer feels the same.

My mind is always at a ponder, when it comes to him. I quarrel in my own world of despair and pain, my brain did not understand the ideal man.

Not to be jealous and do for him. He was nor mean or heartless when we were together.

My life had a meaning and now it doesn't. I wish he was here but when I see him I cant look and the pain of him being gone is hard to take but the worst most absolute feeling of all is my heart burning in the pit of my soul.

How can I love him so very much but when it comes to me he could give not a care. I want to cry and make a scene but I'm older now and that not the right thing.

My heart will continue to burn knowing the one I love will never come back but my mind will not stop trying to make me believe that he will if god has heeded the way that I loved him, the way that I do wish he could see all the things I do I can no longer rest my head at night knowing there a another.

Lord please take this pain away I cry to him at night. Just kill me now or make me die cause my mind can no longer take the pain and my heart is all out of flames.

I cried so much now when I need to I have no tears to cry but that OK cause I am a women a smart, beautiful, educated women and any person not only boy that does not take me as joy and love is so dumb.

Forgive me lord for what I've said but my heart is no more and now I'm dead.

By Tatiyanna L'esisa Finley APK, FL.