I know that this could be more than goodbye
I know that I may be losing the best thing I've had.
& what will I do when you're gone.
How will I take my life & go on.
& I know that slicing at my arms won't do any good.
Yet somehow the release is painless
& somehow all the blood helps rid my pain
Pressing against my chest, my heart beats faster.
Falling to the floor, tears start to flow
Knowing that you're leaving is the worst thing
The worst thing for me right now
& yet you do not know any of my pain
You turn your head & hope that I'll go on
Without you.
