My First Love and Heartbreak

The hardest thing in the World to accept,
Is that you'll always have a piece of my heart.
No matter how hard I try to get it back,
I'll never ever get back that special part.
Love is the two sides of the same coin,
One is the reality being better than a dream.
The other is wishing I never loved you,
And every smile turning into a scream.
I'll lay here with the happy times we had,
Making the pain all that much worse.
And to add to all that I'm going through,
My love for you was sadly my first...