Yes but No

He held me close,
I could hear his heart beat,
mine began to beat in time to his.

He said I was different,
not like all the other girls.
But I still had to wonder
if I should trust him.

He gave me butterflies,
the tingly feeling inside.
His touch warmed my body,
his kiss made my head go blank.

If I'm different then why is he treating
me like the other girls?
Like I was put on this planet,
for one thing, one thing only.

When he looks at me I feel
like he is only looking at me.
I'm the only one he can see.
I'm special likes its only me.

But he knows just what to do,
to make my body weaken,
and my thoughts disappear,
my morals leave my head.

He messes with my heart,
like it can't be broken.
And messes with my head,
thinking it can be fixed.

I get caught up in the moment,
the feelings flying around,
lust sure can make you do
silly things, that you regret later on.