In the rain

In The Rain

As the lightning flashes, eyes go bloodshot red,

I feel your pulse beating through my head,

I know its not mine because mine is dead,

You are a part of me, and this I dread,

The rain continues to pour, so leave me be,

Each drop crashing around me,

I feel a sense of security,

It washes away my reality,

I've tried so hard to get where I am,

But I've yet so far to go, isn't that the plan?

I venture farther, seeing what I can't do, and what I can,

This rain clears my mind and rids me of man,

The drops fall hard, like crystals piercing my skin,

I knew I never sould've let you in,

Your name rolls off my tongue like its a sin,

You knew all along that you were going to win,

Now you twist through my mind like i hold you tought,

Stuck in the turns and cliffs of my toughts,

My thoughts, look closely at them, its what I've sought,

This is a side of nature that can't be bought,

See with your eyes, what i'm seeing now, like a vivid piece of art,

Look deep into my soul and see the grip you hold on my heart,

You say I must let go, but how, when you have me pinned with a million darts,

Posted up on the wall for the world to see I've fallen, piece by part,

This you can't see simply by looking, you must go deep,

Look into my eyes, my soul, without a peep,

Listen to how i tremble with this fear and confusion that i keep,

My choices go up and down, climbing and tumbling this thing thats so steep,

Either help me or go and let me do it on my own,

But please don't just sit there and watch me drown,

I walk this wet, empty, horrifying town,

But I will make it back up once i make it all the way down...