I'm too addicted

It's all set in.
I no longer feel.
I can't think.
My heart is numb.

Even though,
All of this has taken place,
My memories are still there.
Thats one thing that will never leave.

The drug runs threw me.
I feel the burn all over.
It's hitting every vein.
Making sure not to miss one.

It's like a kid
On a sugar high.
Once it's over,
They come tumbling down.

Always going to back for more.
Because they like the feel.
Of taking their fears,
And throwing them out the window.

I feel invincible.
Like nothing in the world,
Could knock me down.
From where i stand.

Except i forgot,
The simplest thing,
Is what knocked me down.
Lower than ever.

The one i love.
The one I'm devoted to.
The one i Cherish.
The one I'm obsessed with.

Broke my heart.
Ripped it in half,
With his two hands.
As if he never cared.

Although i will always love him.
Because he's that drug,
That shoots threw my veins.
And i will never give up.

It's going to kill me one day.
Of how much i love him.
Because i know he doesn't love me.
I'm just too addicted to give him up!