WISH YOU WERE MINE

Everythings in my hand,
still fear so much,
i'm happy, for everything I have,
still why so sad,
why so hurt,
why?....

My world crashing on me,
another fall I take,
like a fragile mirror,
I fall not knowing will I break,
time I lose faster than myself,
slipping away from my reach,
her hands are not here to me,
I see her go away,
my reason to my smile fading away,
tears on this paper are less to wash away my words,
life just walking away from me,
never it seemed so hard,
but easier to shatter,
she has to go,
I run after her,
keep on running,
dream to dream,
searching with my eyes closed,
blindfolded with whats real,
she's not there,
why does my dream seem so real,
why?.......

Running out of breath,
skipping every chance to live again,
my heart doesn't wish anything else,
it just wants you back in thy life,
thats why its beating for,
can't live those images anymore,
can't let time take you ,
louder the noise,
harder the hit to my heart,
piercing more than a bullet,
I live lies,
thoughts of you here,
life getting colder by every second,
moments I never made,
are what I dream of now,
what my love can't have,
why does my mind think of thy,
why?......

can't sleep at night,
till your there by my side,
shut my eyes and find you there,
knowing nothing that makes sense,
out of my mind,
runnning short of my ink,
my love reaching higher,
wherever you are, I want you to know,
I miss you so bad, still there you live in my heart,
an eternal bind I tie with you willingly,
of something thy soul may wish,

You never were mine,
wish that heart was mine, to love, to pour myself in,
can't see her here,
can't feel you close,
but still hear your heart beating,music to my ears,
a reason to move to mine,
crosses and charms can't get you here,
but still wish harder to make you mine,
mining for my diamond again and again,
even if your'e in my heart,
still beaing a fool,
I always wish , that you were mine.....