Lonely Feelings of me to you

I thought i had it bad,
i thought it wouldn't get any better,
everyday was hell,
no matter what the weather.

The only happiness for me
is my thoughts of you,
the things you said
words of unspoken truth.

Screaming and yelling
coming from everyone
headaches of sorrow
no more fun.

Talking to you
happy for awhile
later are the tears
not my style.

Crying of sadness
loves cruel curse
saying goodbye to everyone
in a sad lonely verse.

thoughts unreadable
feelings of lonliness
i'll fall eventually
if i stay like this.

please come to me
make me feel happy
im tired of crying
of looking very sappy.