Do it differently

For years I have imagined a special sacred girl,
Whose charm alone enriched me more than anything I could sell
A beauty soft; unnoticed
By anyone but me
One cryptic safe unopened
But I'd have just the key

Now this treasure i uncovered
Quite recently i say too
Though others had wronged her before me
I knew what i needed to do

In a world sullied by complication
Her radiance shone right through
Barricades created from years of frustration
Crumbled down, this warm feeling was new

Smiles, giggles and stolen glances
Was the limit to what we could share
My fantasy didn't turn out right....
Does she think I no longer care?