Where are we heading?

Where are we heading?
The path to me is unknown.
Im looking for answers.
Should I call you on the phone?

We decided to end,
Neither blaming the other.
We act like we're friends,
Or is it just a cover?

All the feelings are hidden,
They're put away in our hearts.
We start to give in,
And we drift further apart.

I remember the day,
When you looked in my eyes,
You told me you loved me,
And that you would never speak lies.

We fell into a world,
Full of magic and mystery.
If only you'd warn me,
That our love would become history.

I wish that I could turn back the pages
To when our hearts were one.
I wish I could make you realize,
That you're my only one.

It's hard to let go,
When your heart tells you not to.
It's hard to move on,
When the only one on my mind is you.

Should I end this chapter,
And begin a new one?
Should I leave you behind,
And convince myself that what is done is done?

To tell you the truth,
I don't know what to do.
If only you'd speak up,
Maybe even give me a clue.

They say love is patient,
And that love is kind.
But you're slowly losing my love,
And soon it will be hard to find.

Win it back,
Before it's too late.
For you have now begun,
A race against fate.

Will we end up together,
Like our hearts desire?
Or will we fall further apart,
And burn just like fire?

The road from here,
Is still unclear.
So help me take the wheel,
And show me where to steer.

I wrote this about my ex Steven and me. We just really have been on this huge rollercoaster. We're always on and off, he's always pushing me away, and then somehow we end up back together. I really have no idea whats gonna happen next for us. We're supposedly friends, but there is definitely something more there. Well, yeah. I hope you like it.