Hating

How do I feel,
So used around you,
Yet so loved,
An Appreciated,
But never completely wanted.

We seem to share a love,
Thats not always wanted,
Only Three weeks,
But it feels like 3 years,
Why?

Do you really love me?
Do you really care at all?
Or am I just good,
For making you feel happy,
Something the others never did.

Thats always the case,
Yet to me you seems like the others,
But I love you,
More than I loved them,
Yet you treat me like they did.

I'm nobody's dog,
Yet every bodies *bad word*,
Use me, Abuse me,
Get what you want,
Then drop me and run.

Why do I feel like I hate right now?

Daniel Rutter, 19/12/07