HURT!

Not really a poem but just wanna let it out one last time

WHY is it hard to let go?
is it because i got so attached to you
or is it because i trusted you and love you so much,
i don't know what would be the answer
but all i know is,
i got attached that i'm used to talkin' to you eveynight
missing you everynight, thinkin of you everynight
also trusted you that i gave everything, everything
my deepest love for you.
its just hard to think that
its long distance,
i made sacrifices even though i never knew what to expect in a long distance relationship,
enough to make me and you not think about the distance that hinder us from being together
mayn but why you gotta do this to me?
it hurts so much that you made me change the way i look into guys,
but even though all things are different now,
i don't regret things that we had,
memories will sure be a treasure in my heart,
and now that is christmas
all i wanna do is to forgive and forget,
ofcourse to let go of you
even though it took me a while to decide to let go
it still hurts but that is the best for us
and i pray to God that he won't let our friendship fade
we should be friends again when the time is right.