You don't miss the way i looked at you

Something about these winter holidays
make my thoughts feel so strange
memories, looking back
every things going fiction
but i want some facts

these songs I'm mumbling the lyrics to
and they all remind me of you
but at the time i was so foolish
and one part clueless
i couldn't see what was right in front of me

and now its too late
because i want you to want me
like you did before
and now I'm unsure of what to do
can't make a move
as i subtly suffer
but i know its all okay
just make it through another day

every day brings another chance
more hope
more hope that someday sometime
your feelings will return again
because when i couldn't look at myself
you told me i was perfect
and every thought you spent on me
was worth it
and I'd do anything to get that back
because i miss the way you look at me
and i wish you knew about the way
I've always looked at you