Sitting here staring at a blank page trying to decide what to write,
I'm trying to express myself in a way that you can understand,
so here I will give it a try ,
I messed up I was in the wrong ,
for once you did right,
you simply say were done and you walk away,
two years gone down the drain,
You say I never loved you,
to me it was all a game,
but see I went through so much,
I endured so much pain,
If that was the case my heart wouldn't be broken,
My soul wouldn't be bruised,
I honestly and truly loved you,
If you couldn't see that much,
then obviously you don't deserve me,
I stuck around through all of our ups and all of our downs,
I always stood by your side no matter the mistake you made,
no matter the lie,
your nowhere to be found now that it's my chips that are down,
I messed up,
I made a mistake,
Now you can't hang,
I was wrong,
that much I can admit,
but what goes around comes around,
You reap what you sow,
I just want you to know,
the pain you feel is not even close to the pain you've caused me,
to let go of somethig so right,
something so strong is suicide,
but I refuse to be the only one to try to make this right,
Many tears have and will fall from my eyes,
See my heart will mend my soul will once again be free,
From all the anguish you've brought upon me,
I'm sorry for the storms you have yet to come,
You can run but karma will always come maybe not in the same form maybe not in the same way,
But believe me you'll have your rainy days,
no longer will my heart hurt,
no longer will my soul bleed,
Im sorry you couldn't see what a beautiful thing we had between you and me
