Everytime I think of you...
I feel the pain.
As I become numb,
I want to faint.
I want the serenity,
the peace
that unconsciousness brings.
It causes to much pain,
the memories.
Even the good times we had,
I don't want to remember,
but I don't want to forget.
I don't want to forget the
warm color of your eyes.
I don't want to forget the
feeling of your skin against mine,
nor the soft, velvet sound of your voice.
I don't want to forget the way
your beautiful bronze hair blows in the wind.
I don't want to remember.
I always knew looking back
on the tears would make me laugh,
but I never thought looking back on the laughs would make me cry.
I don't want to remember.
Forbidden to remember,
terrified to forget.
