Dear Ex ...

Dear Ex,

all those butterflies you give me ....
i bet you're not even trying.
i try.

I've lost sleep over you.
and yet here i am.
writing about you again.
while you're probably out with her.
with her ..

do you ever think about me?
i could be that girl you're with
but i followed my head.
and not my heart ...

have you ever wished on a star?
that maybe one day ..
we can be together again?

am i pathetic?
you loved me.
and i know you did.
but i was scared.
no body ever loved me like you did.
you must understand.
people make mistakes.

do you really love her?
like you loved me?

Don't look away.