It makes me so sad when i get to see you, when i pass by you and can't even say hi, without feeling that I'm falling apart. It breaks my heart when you are just right next to me, and i can't hug your or kiss you.
When i can't say i love you and not because i dint feel it but because of the fear that you might not say it back.
i hate every minute that i am with you knowing that you are not mine anymore. That we might never be together again, and love each other like one day we did. And grow up together like one day we promised we were going to do. The promises we made were just thrown to the air. I guess they had no meaning for you, since you did not even kept one of them.
