Changes Ache Too Much

Just one more day
And then he’ll be away
How can I cope alone
When I swore to stay with him ?

I’ll be so lonely, so lonely
He will call me, but only
When he remembers his life before
He left me and everything here

Will I ever get used to it?
How many afternoons will I sit
Thinking about how things are different
And will never be the same anymore?

Will I live again?
Does not matter when
I just want to so badly
Because changes ache too much

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