Dead

Whats done is done
I don't know If I can go on
All this time i thought i was happy
But on the inside I was dead
I must have did something wrong
Please tell me what i did
You left a time bomb in my heart
Only now has it went off
What killed me is the after shock
Maybe i shouldn't love
Maybe its not meant to be
Why wont I die
I already feel that way inside
Things never got better
Even though people said it would
I'm dead inside
So this is how I'm gonna feel
For all of time