Knowing talking to a guy for 4 hours last night
that you havent talked to or have a real coversation in 2 years.
than out of the blue he talks too you, making things right
saying everything gonna be alright than he says
"I'm Engaged" , last thing on my mind.
the guy you fell for when you were 15,
than in the past 2yrs he made you cry
made you wonder., if you'll get back together.
___but no the reason he was talking to me
cause he\s engaged. am i supposed to sound excited
am i supposed to be happy for him, when im pretending
iam . i dont know anymore.
forgive && forget is what everyone says
i should be doing that by now., but i cant.
