Denile

As i read those words you sent me,
I don't wanna believe it's true...
I cannot accept it,
because we are not through-
My phone falls and crashes,
my lips go numb,
as the pain thrashes-
my legs go limp my body falls to the ground-
and just like that
I start to cry,
without a sound...
I can't feel my fingers or my nose,
I can't even feel myself,
I'm shaking from my head to my toes...
I call you in deleria,
not knowing what to do
you are my life
I can't live without you-
trying to make this work,
I'll talk until I run out of breath-
You are my lover,
I will not say my "ex"
cause to me we're still together,
and in my heart-
you'll be mine forever...

November 9, 2007
(for Dale)