I miss you

This broken heart of mine, never seems to heal,
I can never get away from this nightmare that seems so real.
I'm trapped in this mess which i can not fix...
It's killing me inside, All my tears and pain i just can't hide.
I'm trying my best to live this awful life,
Its the memories of us that keeps me from this knife.
I'm dieing inside can't you see,
All these retched feelings never seem to subside.
I'm trying to hold on till the day that you mine again,
But theres nothing i can do until then.