Alone

All alone in this world,
Know one to turn to,
You say I am just a girl,
Not knowing what to do,

Broken hearted,
All over again,
My world has parted,
Theirs no one to defend,

My blood is dripping,
My tears are falling,
My soul is ripping,
My skin is crawling,

It's oh so cold,
And very dark,
I'm not so bold,
I feel like a shark,

So full of hate,
So enraged with pain,
There is no fate,
This life is no game,

All of those I trusted,
Only let me down,
And now my heart is busted,
And I am left with only a frown,

So they say I'm to emotional,
And I have anger issues to,
But i was always devotional,
And know one saw me through,

All my life,
I have been alone,
I used to have a knife,
For the pain I have been shown,

To say love is blind,
Is only true to some,
In the back of my mind,
To me love is numb,

My body is tingly,
These eyes are useless,
I used to be so mingily,
And now my life is a mess,

They say that God has a purpose,
For every living being,
So why do I feel so useless,
And unable of seeing,

Who I really am,
To many times i have been changed,
Not knowing if they give a damn,
All into one they engaged,

Took control over me,
So many different actions,
I don't know who I am to be,
Their are no attractions,

Just my torn soul,
And my broken heart,
Left in a deep dark hole,
And now from you I shall depart.