Synonym For Defeat

I want to spend a day
inside your head
I want to read the words
before they're said

see the smiles
before they're made
feel the kisses
before they're laid

when the tears are rolling down your face
cause some things you just can't embrace
maybe you have been defeated
maybe your hope has been depleted

the poems aren't finished
cause you can't write
your loosing your passion
your loosing your flight

trapped in this world
of one endless dream
other walk by
while you just scream

waiting for her
to look my way
give me a chance
not a cliche

a girl like you
liking a guy like me
fairy tales done it
but why can't we

cause of all the cruel things
man has made
defeat is a word
best said in a hush
defeat is a word
that also means crush