Devil

As i look into the eyes of a devil
i know that I had never before really seen evil.
before I never knew the fears
and now all I know is the tears.

the life i clung to so desperately
has now turned its back to me
the anger i feel deep inside
and the pain just won’t subside

all the memories of a past
and a life lived too fast
through all the hurt and the hate
is this really to be my fate?

though this life is my own
very little of me has ever been shown
in this hell i live
i have only my soul to give

i know there is no longer any hope
and no more ways for me to cope
i feel as if this is it
as if I will fall of the edge and into a pit

i may never be able to say goodbye
for it is soon that I may die
i wish this pain would fade away
so I may live another day