When i am,

"Me and my girlfriend can only meet during weekends,,and she's moving to another country soon,,being bad at long distance relationship i had doubts all the time,,,,but thinking about it this is maybe why,,,"

Honey,,
When i am angry and say the mean words,,
When you suddenly cancelled the meeting we are suppose to have,,,

I was not upset because i was angry,
I was upset because i was waiting to see you,,
It's because i care about you so much,,,
and can not wait to hold you in my arms,,

Honey,,
When i am quiet when we are together,,
It's not because i got nothing else to say,,

I was quiet because i was i have too many things to say,
about how i care about you so much,,,
But i fear there won't be enough time later,,
To hold you,,,cause we have to part later,,,

Honey,,
When i look sad,,when we are walking side by side,,
Not that i am sad because i have to walk with you,,,

I was sad because i was thinking,,
God when i can hold your hands again,,,
Everytime we meet i could not stop thinking,,,
Why do not this last forever,,,

I love you honey,,
I care about you,,
I want to be with you all the time,,

I have a lot of doubts when we are apart,,
About someone else better than me,,
Losing someone you care it's the worst thing,,,
Doubts not because i do not care,
Doubts i because i am afraid,,,

Losing once is devastating,,
Losing twice,,shattered beyond comprehension,,,,,

-leinhart-