I act, I cry

I act like i dont want you,
To cover my true feelings,

Its called acting,
I make it noticable for a reason,

I act like i dont need you,
You kept ignoring me,

Its called acting,

I cry at night thinking and wishing you will soon accept me ,
It will soon come true,

I cry i weep,
You dont know the half of it,

I act like i dont notice you when i ketch you looking at me,
Its so you keep looking and i can once again get that feeling,

Its called acting,
I ignore you now because im trying forget i ever loved you,

I act horribly, I cry misserably, I wish hopefully,
That i can either hate and forget you,
Or love you and keep you in my heart.