Tears of my heart

Tears of my Heart
I have been searching for happiness
I cross desert and seas in my deep imagination
I traveled far in imaginary places
I dreamt by living in moon
I followed the moonshodow
I followed illusions
To find the place I can call it mine
This is the place where I want to be
I used to live in my own world
The world that I created in my mind
Which I like it
And which made me happy
I dream and I dream
I spent night crying
Feeling lonely
Emptiness
Lost in my own dreams
Dreams which start to kill me
Which torture me
Then I realize that it is not happiness
And the world that I created in my mind
Just an illusion
To keep myself from the reality
From the reality that I will not accept it
From all people that can't understand me
From my conscience
Where can I found what I want?
Where can I live myself?
Not what they want me to be
I can't be somebody else
No body can change me
All I want to be is me
Nobody can tell me what to do
Or what not to do
But when I found you
You light on my days
I see a shining way
Which I follow it without thinking
Even I don't know where she will lead me
But I feel happiness
And I will not miss it
I don't care where it will take me
Heaven or hell
Who the hell who cares
The thing that I care about it now
That I love you
And I wanna be with you
Until the end
I left everything
I left everyone only for you
I forget about my life here
Coz really
You are the one in my mind
In my heart
And in my dreams
Am I wrong to do that?
Am I wrong?
Is that madness?
Please tell me baby
I don't know
All I know that I can pass a second
Without thinking of you
Of what you said to me
Of the sweetness words you told me
Nothing in this world can win my heart
As the words that I heard
My soul and my heart
Feed by this high feeling
Nobody can seduce me somehow
No beauty no wealth
Could seduce me
I love you
Over looking who you are
I love you
As you are in my eyes
The sweetest and the cutest guy
I have ever seen