And still i wonder....

Words going back and forward
Can't decide and cannot hide
How I feel but what is real
When I look deep inside

Do I still hunger do I still yearn
My heart a fire continues to burn
Knowing I'm right wanting to be wrong
Wishing you'd come back to finish my song

Confounded distorted
What we had aborted
Can it be reinstated
Make my life far less complicated

Envious and green
I bleed with mournful regret
Cannot forget
But back to a world so set?

What to do
To try with you
Go out on a limb
Keep the past put on dim

Maybe its just words
Irritating birds
Whispering in my ear
Telling me what I want to hear

Think it through
Back to you
It cannot be
Its hard to see
Love is there
But in despair
Holding out
Without a doubt

...It's a bad idea...and yet...I still wonder