My Mask

YELLING SCREAMING
CUSSING LYING...

Will it ever stop.
Will the pain recide.
Will i live my life.
Will i ever just die.

My heart breaks
and my tears run.
my anger builds up
and i don't know what to do.

I'm nothing,
a worthless peice of crap
is what he says.
Is it true?

I cry to myself
and pray for my family.
I put on a smile
like any other day.

My mask covers my red puffy eyes.
My mask covers my sad frown.
My mask covers my pain with in,
My mask covers my bruises.

What's to come
scares the hell out of me.
But it needs to happen
if i'm ever to be happy.

No more guilt
No more fear
No more fake
No more sake.

I live for me,
I love for me,
I work for me,
and I die for me.