All i've ever wanted

Not what i expected
"muscular, hot with a killer smile"
a guy with potential but not enough
a tortured soul that depended on me
thats not exactly what i need

how could i fall so hard and so fast
for someone not my type
not my plan
he's cute not hot
skinny no muscles

he plays chess and fences
i should have put up my defences
he wears glasses and braces and never had a girl
we're exact opposites if you will

he's not what i planned on thats for sure
he's more