Holding Back The Tears

I believed that he was the one for me,
I've waited for so long,
He told me for hundred times, "Leave me be."
I proved myself that I was wrong.

Still, I wasn't daunted
To tell him he is my life,
I tried to lie, but I said the truth instead,
But I can't get away from the sadness.

He didn't show me how he felt,
While I was standing, holding back the past,
A single teardrop appeared on my eyes,
Then I realized that it won't even last.

Running away from the truth and reality,
Going continuously towards the wrong way,
Hiding all the fearful feelings,
That you might leave me one day.