Disregards

Holding on to my breath,
I felt a great pain within my soul,
I thought I knew what was good for us,
but in fact,
I disregarded your feelings...

preparations were easier said than done,
I felt as if I have never lived before...

I disregarded all the feelings you had towards me,
I felt it coming but going like it came,
sometimes, somehow,
I felt it,
however,
you showed nothing towards it...

wanting to ask you,
picking up all my courage,
but nothing happened,
nothing at all...

imaginations isn't bringing us anywhere,
it's just another foolish, childish game we are playing...

for once I feel that,
things will never be the same again.