Thinking the thoughts
That I should not...

Searching for the one. The one that brightens my...

Bored as hell is this real I feel like dreaming of...

If you wait for others to pick you up when you...
You will spend most your time if not all...

My soul is pleading for escape
Demons scratching at my door...

Slipping in to the abyss
As the darkness swallows all...

I don't think it's right
Having these feelings...

The only thoughts I find comforting
Are the ones of ending my suffering...

Needing to talk
Yet no one to hear...

Unable to speak the pain I feel
Some would doubt it's even real...

Trying to become a stronger me
Giving up things that comfort me...

If drunken tongue speaks a sober heart then I must...