This is my final goodbye
I wanted to stay friends, and even tried...

Where are all the tears?
I should be crying...

Hiding secrets, troubles, and feelings,
Even from the understanding...

Tearing me apart from the inside out,
the worst kind of satisfaction...

Sometimes you have to fall before you get up,
Sometimes you feel you have nothing left...

Gone too soon are the days of playing in the sand,
of finding a new friend every day...

I wish you could see, deep inside of me,
Into my heart, and see the scars you've left...

Why can't i please them?
I can't do anything right...

How do you know if it is love,
Or if it is just a phase in this life...

The temptation is beginning to arise again
it's a vicious cycle...

I look into the past, at who i thought you were
The funny, confident heart-throb i longed for...

The feeling once again starting over
a new beginning, a new promise to myself...