My heart stopped when I heard them words.
Can still remember them perfectly clear...

I\'m looking for that life with a story book...
Where there\'s no faking happiness, no pretending...

I looked at him for the first time, not knowing...
now I lay in bed thinking about him, wishing he...

I'm standing here, drowning in tears, gripping...
trying to bring myself to take my screwed-up life...